This Home

I can not believe we’re moving out of this house in just a few short days.

No, not this house, this home.  TH and I have lived in several different places together, but this was the first place I truly called “home“.

This home that we bought four short years ago when today seemed so far away.

This home with the badly stained carpet from four years of babies, toddlers, and big kids abusing it each day.

This home with crayon and marker-covered walls from one artistic toddler.

This home with the big ceilings that seemed to dwarf even the largest Christmas tree.

This home with the kitchen that has been filled with thousands of laughs around the dinner table, the smell of cookies and cupcakes baking, and the world’s loudest dishwasher.

This home with the living room where my little girl took her first steps.

This home with a dining room where our baby boy made his way into the world.

This home that has been filled with tears and laughter. Love and loss.

It’s not the biggest house.  It isn’t magazine quality.  We never even decorated it fully.  But it’s ours.  Our home.

I’m going to miss this home.  And while I know we will love our next house and make it as much as a home as we can, it will never compare to this home.  Our first home.

  • toka knodel

    :) It’s great you have all of the wonderful memories to take with you! Have a safe trip!

  • http://twitter.com/SippyCupMom Melissa

    Oh my goodness, this made me tear up. I know you will miss this home but can’t wait to hear of the memories you will make in your new one!

  • Tottums

    As a military brat, I totally get where you’re coming from. But the good news? The next house will be a ‘home’ too … because you and your family will make it one. I can remember moving into probably the 11th house I ever lived in {right before my Junior year} and thinking, ‘wow, this will the home I have when I graduate high school, I’ll walk down those stairs in my prom dress’. The next dwelling is your next adventure. :)

  • http://www.janmary.com/ Janmary, N Ireland

    Wishing you well with the move, and glad you have some great memories from your first home.

  • http://twitter.com/CrazyCoolCrafty Cassie

    Good luck on your move. I can’t imagine the emotions you are feeling.

  • MomStart (Ashley)

    Love this post. Made me tear up! Change and new adventures can be such a challenge, but I bet you can’t wait to make memories in your next home.

  • Carrie with Children

    You made me cry with this post! You’ve had so many wonderful memories with your home.. I can’t wait to continue following along as you make even more memories in your new place! xo